I only ask of you 3 things. That you may never steal, lie or cheat. But if you must steal, steal away my sorrows. And if you must lie, lie with me every night of my existence. And if you must cheat, then cheat death, for I can’t imagine living my life without you.
Something else is hurting you - that’s why you need pot or whiskey, or screaming music turned so fucking loud you can’t think.